almost one month

time pass slow when you got noting to do
have been here for almost one month
a lot of things happened in this time
not just bad things but also good things
for example we get to know cheuk, jessica and alvin
even tough Jessica no longer our housemate
and cheuk seldom come back
because her uni is nearer to their new house

still remember when the first time we walk in the room
i was shock to see cheuk(haha)
thought we were going to stay with a guy

they always said we are the same
like to play basketball
like to eat
like to help people
it is nice knowing her
and she looks cute(haha)

Jessica is their princess
i agree with that also^^
she looks pretty and she does looks like a model

all of them are smaller than me
and they just don't look like younger than us(me and angel)
coz they are so TALL and we are the SHORT one


thanks cheuk for helping us a lot
we won't forget you and Jessica for sure
*our first friends in Australia*

almost forgot
Alvin
the small boy that always around us
he's Angel's classmate and he's from Malaysia too
we have great time hanging out everytime
he's very caring and helpful too
but i don't let them call me "gan ma"
=.="
sound...bad

that the small boy and small girl

ps. save your own money to buy things you like
can't sleep properly-no idea what the problem is
sleep tight..good night
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the wrong feeling (hopefully)

felt insecure suddenly

u started to call me dear
that make me felt weird but happy

msg me suddenly that make me felt shock and happy
tell me things that i didn't image you'll before

but sometime the way u reply my msg...
make me feel worried

i just send u a msg
but u seems to be busy
but saw u online after that msg

i called u in msn
but u didn't respond
didn't even reply my msg

maybe i'm too sensitive
just want to tell u how much i miss you
and dun forget the photos..=p

doing preparation for next week oral test
good luck to me, Cisi, Angel and also Alvin
^^

hopeful i can get great marks in CSC and Acc
and same for Angel for her CSC

still got Eco, math and Oral for next week
and Bio, Chemsy, Oral and math for Angel and Alvin
all add oil together la


snickers is our meal
chocolate make you feel better and happy ^^
(sorry for the not pro capture)


ps. waiting for something
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回忆

昨天有个小弟弟问我
“你男朋友做过最浪漫的是什么事?”
。。。。。。。。。。。
回答不了

原来记忆里收藏的多数是不开心的事
开心的
应该也需要些时间想吧?

最近因为一直说起你
也因为阿恩的生气
让我想起很多以前的事


心酸*好笑*心疼*伤痕
是你留下来给我的
但为什么我们到现在还会是朋友呢?
很不可思议


这个问题在我脑海里呆了整个早上
结论?
过去已经不再重要
现在开心快乐就好

虽然会心疼
也没有人能取代你在我心里的地位
但过去,错过也该把它放在回忆里了吧?
朋友对我们来说也没什么不好啊
对吧?


思念一个人的感觉


ps. Did u heart my heart?..saying I love you...
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Wet and Boring Wednesday

22 July 2009

Today go college damn boring de

Its better I spent my time sleeping at home

I got three class today coz its 2nd week for wed


First class CSC

Our teacher just teach one very small topic

U know it’s a two in one class and he’s like usual teach one topic

Wasting time


Next goes to account

Coz I have done extra work at home so I have nothing to do in class

While others doing the work I’ve done

I finish the exercise for the whole chapter

So today account just wait and no homework


English was the last class

We have orial practice for today class

Actually I wanna pee before enter class de

But “in progress” sign is out there =.=

Didn’t have a chance to go toilet and I was very nervous for the orial

Keep shivering for the whole day but miss didn’t call my name at all

Finally I just raise my hand to be the representative to be the next

Very nervous but at least I know what I need to improve for my actual orial

Class finishes after all of us have our presentation


DAMN BORING

I rather stay at home study for my next week test

Account and CSC


It was raining

And I walk back without an umbrella

I’m all wet and cold

wOo~freezing~


Alvin brought us to a Vietnam’s restaurant for…dinner

Haha..didn’t had lunch so had dinner very early

Why is Alvin here?

To be out mate..carry stuff..=p

The beef noodles is DAMN nice..better then Malaysia de..haha

And angel’s rice also not bad


We then go to QV de Big W

$10 for four 2litter coke

yahOo~took four..=p

I get 2 bottles and Alvin take 2


A lady jump a queue in front of us

She was holding 3 big bags and 1 box of thing in her hand

Thought that she already paid everything and just wanna purchase for an item

So we just let her pay without saying anything

And we were angry and also felt funny when we saw what she does

She took out the item one by one to let the cashier scan

And put it back to the bag and some she just take 2 and call the ppl to scan and keep back

And she make sure that the cashier had double check the items that she had bought

Oh my..first time saw people like that

Even the cashier also said after she left


Oh ya..who’s Alvin?

He’s angel’s classmate

From Malaysia too^^


两年多了

现在才知道原来当初留下的伤痕是一个误会

我相信你,因为再怎么说都好也已经过去了

你没必要骗我,而且我也从来没有不信过你


不需要道歉,也不需要感到内疚

虽然我们没走很久但也没人伤我比你还深

我没怪过你,要不然也不会到现在还是朋友


很多事情不想去承认,但那都是事实

抱歉害你被骂了


那种心疼的感觉又出现了

也是因为还不知道实情所产生的

但那应该也证明了我还在乎吧?


突然间知道原来我们的误会很多

我选择相信

但我只想保持原状

做你朋友

永远不会变的关心与爱

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a long distance relationship

i felt happy today
my bf msg me
kinda worry recently coz we got no topic to talk

that was our biggest problem from last time till now
but he told me how mad he is and all the problems he's facing just now
he's sad but i'm happy
haha
very bad gf

i tried to solve that
i have changed
to be a girl that i doesn't use to be

but i think that will be the best for us
i dun want to let this stupid thing spoilt us
even tough i dunno how u feel
but i must try everything and my best

but if u felt bored in the way i'm trying
just let me know k?

and hopefully everything will be fine
problems can be solved but it just takes time

girl always like to say she dun care
but they do care
is a way to protect themselves i guess?

i'm scare because i'm not confident with myself
but i changed

a long distance relationship shouldn't be so tough anymore

we got our own dream and direction
spend more time to success is better than hanging around worry this and that
it doesn't help

so i'll be strong
hope u'll too
love you

ps: miss all my friends
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fixing broken glasses

17th July 2009

Hmm..didn’t get to go online recently

So, can hardly update my blog

Dean called me just now

She’s my ex

She said that she miss me and wanna get back our relationship

It was 2 years ago when we broke up

And I found out there is a lot of misunderstanding after that

It bothers me

I thought we can be very good friend

After 2 years…coz it still hurts and I’ve use more than 2 years to let myself to let go

She wrote a letter for me when I come here

I ignore it to stay what we are

But I still need to face it

Thought she was just playing around with me

But she’s not

U can’t fix what’s broken

I’m sorry that I’m selfish

I admit that I treat u differently

That strong feeling is decreasing from year by year

But its still there

Yet you’ll only be the special one but not the first one anymore

I don’t know why, but just felt that from the heart

I felt sorry for my boyfriend

I dun have the strong feeling with him actually

But I dunno why my tears come out every time and what he actually attracts me

Maybe I’ll find it out in my future

But to be honest, I can’t leave my whole heart to him

Knowing what kind of person he is that makes me scare to trust him

What can I say?

Even he himself also said he’s playful

I dunno we’ll work out or not

But I’ll just let fate to decide

Dun look at thing so serious might be a better way I guess

Its happier and seriously that’s you

Just being yourself

Happy also..peace

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Orientation

today is the 4th day in Melbourne
woke up at 7.45am
...which is Malaysia time...
5.45am
@@

didn't woke up so early for so~so~ long de
but got orientation
so have to get up early and prepared

since we check the time again and the orientation is at 9.30
i had my lovely breakfast that morning
actually..its just bread and orange
haha

that was the first morning we went out
coz still not use to the time here
we always sleep till very late
and didn't get to see the bring and shinny sun
haha

after we are done
we walk to our college which is around 5 to 7 minutes
and we found out something
.......
morning is cooler then night
freezing~~
...---...

when we reach college
wOo~
damn lots of ppl
queue till outside the building
==

didn't get to know new friends that day
coz all the MUFY students join together
and there is a lot of ppl
but i think mostly are from China
but their first impression for me is not to study
hmm
who cares
none of my business

i tried to settle everything and go back as soon as possible
because its too crowded and our students ID must take it that day

Haiz
said until Student ID
sad nia
no nice de
take pic on the spot and take your ID right away
but the quality
=(

after putting our stuff back to hostel
we went QV to buy washing powder
the wind strong till~~~
my bag almost fly away
very cold
first time we get into so strong de wind
lucky we still can stand
haha

finish buying our stuff go back to the boring hostel again
online online online
noting else to do
sien
life here is so damn boring
miss everything in penang
heard that "er jie" sick jor
hope she'll recover soon
and thanks for all of u which chat with me online
make my time pass faster
(although its still very slow)
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how can i get through?

reach here 3 days
been crying 2 days

that's me
being so useless
wat an idiot?

i'm not that tough

the way that i'd choose

i can't stand it anymore
TT
life without friends
without you and family
is more difficult then dying

i won't want to be like my cousin
pls

wat is life suppose to be?
till end of the life
ps. i really need u
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Life In Melbourne

today is the third day we been here
life is noting but boring

didn't start college yet
no friend
noting to do
that's why time passes slow

went to play basketball last night
its winter here

i wore a t-shirt, jacket<from Cisi, Maggie and Ashley de> and a short pants
wOo~
imagine its below 10'C and i wore that out
with the strong wind blow~
freaky cold man

Cheuk which is my roommate from Hong Kong play basketball too
and the clothes i wore copied from her
==
wat a bad example
(but i took off my jacket after that too..=p)

so 5 of us walk to the basketball court to play basketball
kinda fun
didn't play basketball for so long de
but my shotting getting better compare to last time(no idea)
sorry guys if i play rough

reach here 3 days de
just had 1 proper meal on the 1st day
(i gonna die soon)

haiz
damn boring
leaving with a princess
can't walk
can't have this;can't have that
always wanna stay at home
i gonna be crazy soon

and for her bro
dun think i'll forget wat u said me
you'll be regret for saying that
you won't protect ur sis but destroy her life

i won't accept the apologize from ur sis
even ur mum
i didn't do anything wrong

if u're so clever then just leave ur final behind and send her here yourself
book the ticket yourself
dun agree with me when i give any suggestion
dun think that u're rich and u can do anything u like
by the way you're not
you're just a spoil kid spending ur dad's money without using ur brain
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first day in australia

I MISS HOME!!!!
wanna go back
regret for not choosing to go kl first

can't find a person to talk to
miss my life
miss everything there
miss my family and baby

feel like crying
i can't stand it anymore

i tried
looks strong but in fact i'm not
didn't have my number yet
can't call
can't msg
can't do anything at all

non of my friend online

i wish there is someone i can talk to
at least let me know i'm not alone

time passes slow
its 2 hours earlier then malaysia
but i can do noting at all but just wait

hope to see someone soon
pls
TT

Cisi told me b4
i'll how important am i to him after i'm here
i tired to call u when i reach
but u didn't pick up
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