meaningful

If I was one thing, I'd be a candle
Lighting the way so you can handle
Your life easier without woes
Not having to fight with your foes.
I'd help keep you from stumbling over
Things blocking your path to an open door.
If I light your path, life is easier,
Even strong winds, my light will not deter.
No matter what, I'm here for you
To cheer you up when you are blue.
Do not fret when times get tough,
If things look down or kind of rough.
Just remember, I'm always here,
In your heart, close and near.
I will help you out in every way,
Happiness and love in your heart will stay.
Don't blow me out, that's one request
Unless it's me you do detest.
I do not try to hurt anyone
That isn't good or any fun.
But one day you may leave me behind
You may no longer need my light to shine.
If that day comes, go on your way
And I will hope to see you again one day.
If one day, I don't appear,
Do not worry, do not fear
I may be gone, but in your heart
The light I gave you did not depart.
It will be there forever and a day
To always bring happiness and light your way.
Farewell for now, I'm needed elsewhere
If your path grows dark, in your heart, I'm there.
So I'm really not gone, just not seen,
I would not leave, I'm not that mean.
Only one simple request that I must say,
Please, never forget those who lit your way
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what is done is done

had my math and eco test this morning
didn't really spend time on study and sleep
yet just keep chatting with vera the whole night

and end up
.........
those were the worst sub i had ever done

i dun know how to do the math
and i didn't get to finish eco in 50 minutes

i didn't felt unsatisfied with that
coz that was wat i deserve
i didn't give up anything
so i won't get anything

but still..i was worried
math is the most important sub in MUFY
and the hardest things for me to do

its no point to think without doing anything
so will try to work hard on it start from now

little angel cried today
i pretend i know noting and just act normal

didn't want her to think back
and try to cheer her up by giving her chocolate
but she dun want

but still
she laugh at the end
like a small kid
^^

dun stress urself too much
just try ur best
then u'll be the best

something wrong with the small boy too
but he didn't say anything

maybe he had regret for the math test he had
and felt bad when he saw angel cry

u're a smart boy
just add oil and try ur best

felt bad recently

dun really know what's wrong with me
but i think i'm getting ill

can't walk fast
it makes me headache and breathless

i should start exercise
and go for dancing classes
getting fat too de

my classmate Joseph ask me 2 questions before Eng class

1.Are you a basketball player or a dancer?
answer : both
2.Your're good in basketball or dancing?
answer : basketball

curious about the question he's asking
at the end....
two of them were batting

why la wanna pick me?
i dun wanna be that famous which i use to be
back to high school even Inti College

i just dun wanna involve in anything
except for studies
that's why i dun mix around with other

its good that they think i'm cool and go away from me
just leave me alone!!!!

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bad or good is just depands

was very happy after receive ur msg yesterday
^6

had a long talk
notice that i do miss you a lot
dun fell like ending the call

use to write my hand with his name always..=p

i know what i want now
and that is my choice from the begging

i love you and miss you a lot is what i wanna say
><


thinking the past that make me stronger..=)

Dean went Singapore today
sorry i was rude the day before

is ur choice to be with her or not
i can't decide anything for u
and because of the tiredness i was rude to u

en ask me u actually like ur ex or me?
it doesn't matter to me anymore
even the same thing doesn't repeat this time
i had my choice

when u love a person badly
it doesn't mean that u must have them with u

we had end our relation 2 years ago
even i love you now
i would just choose to be your friend

its more relax to be your friend u know?

thanks for the love u gave before and
dun feel guilty and try to make up anything

the one who always be with me

today i had my oral presentation
although I'm a bit nervous
but its better then the one for practice
but won't know the result till everyone had it
hope Cisi, Angel and Alvin can do well for the oral and all the test

had my CSC and acc test last week
oral, eco and math in this week

didn't get a good result in acc
and didn't get to finish the practical for CSC too
and coming math is the most headache sub for us

and for my info
we had another acc test next week

OMG!!!test test test and test
NON-STOP
haiz
didn't even have time to catch up my math if keep on like this

always bring trouble to others
i have asked Alvin and Angel to teach me for my math
[thank guys]

getting fat recently
because of my non stop eating
later go back become "fei mui"

need to start exercise
hopefully i can start my dancing class next week
and go for shopping

ps./ i was always there but u didn't notice that
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not aspected

being kinda moody recently
i have aspected everything
but not this

thought i can go through everything
since i had made the decision
yet i was wrong

it started to have effect
although i did noting wrong
but i felt bad

I'm sorry that i think that way
but i just can't control myself
><

but everything will be fine soon
just like Alvin and May said

i had the decision fix
so i can make it
no problem
just believe myself

miss you that make me felt sad
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cont 2

had a bad headache when i woke up
but thanks for Angel's breakfast
Alvin didn't get to taste the tasty sandwich
haha


didn't have a very good day
been wondering the whole day
doing noting
haiz

additional pix for Queen Victoria Market









AH~~~can't stand seeing the fresh oyster
><

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saturday night

boring and tired
been busy the whole thursday and friday
what happened?
being a "mama"

small boy Alvin and "xiao bu dian" Angel had been calling me that this few days
and that small boy not just call until very smooth
but post on facebook too
OH MY

ok..after our thursday class we had decide to cook our own dinner
since we bought a rice cook the day before
*thanks cheuk and jessica for helping as to carry our stuff*
so we started our "big job" after searching a psp for an hour

so happy when we found the white one
yahOo~



all of us are not good in cooking
so the easiest one

doesn't look nice
but still
still can eat la
haha

after dinner all of us are lazy
noting to do and boring
started our talk and different story from each other

Alvin was stuck in our place when we notice the time
poor guy have to over night here without anything to warm himself

slept at 4++ after all the facebooking and youtubing
but i can hardly sleep
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cont


woke up at 10.30am the next day
to cook breakfast for them

the porridge was not that bad
but first time i saw ppl eat porridge and rice with oyster source

went back college after that
its career's day in our college
and Angel trying to ask for some info

we went Queen Victoria Market
its just 5 minutes from our unilodge
two words to describe
BIG & CLEAN


our refrigerator was full after we went market
lucky we didn't bought any stuff that need to keep from QV

buy buy buy
been spending a lot this few days
our stock can nearly keep us in for one month
haha

here come our dinner
steamboat


slept at 5am
but i can't remember what we'd done
O.O

didn't sleep and get to sleep properly
my boyfriend hasn't reply my msg for the whole day
and my ex didn't give me any msg too
she had a race that night

both of them are so~~~~
speechless
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不应该犯的错

你懂了吗?自己要的到底是什么?
为什么这两天的心情那么奇怪啊?

曾经告诉过自己不要再犯错
不要再依赖
以为自己已经渐渐改掉这个坏习惯
但其实没有

这两天你没空
我才发现到原来都是你在我身边
都是你陪我
心情沉闷,睡不好应该也是这样吧?

我曾经认定
会在意是因为还喜欢
但后来渐渐发现我需要的还是他
可我好像错了

我渐渐习惯放学回家后开电脑
等你放工
跟你聊
等的是你的电话

我在两个人的内心徘徊
我是不是做错了?
我选择了跟他继续但心里却还有你

我开始想放开了
我不想对不起谁
更不想伤了谁

心疼了

“不能同时拥有两个人的存在”
我认同
所以我因该退出吗?
做个了解吗?


grey life that can't be brighten even the color is sharp

给宝贝的话:
好想你。。可为什么你就是不懂如何抓住我的心呢?
你说的话让我从不在乎后觉得紧张。。安心
可你去在我重视时不在乎
我真的很需要你
不想就那样结束了

真的好想你
这种感觉不好受

我体会到了
你需要我时的心情

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