All because of you♥

♥All because of you I felt love n happiness

You are different

I like the time when I always think of you

or when I see you

coz it bring my smile up

I like the time when you first said you miss me

it makes me felt touch

I like the time when you first send me kiss

it brightens up my day

I like the time we had steamboat together

I felt so warm

though I'm not at home

n u help me to clean everything up in the end even though u are you a bit hangover

somehow I got my dad's feeling from you

lol

big and strong enough to protect me

the secure and safe feeling that I can't get from others

ps./ hmm..valentines coming soon

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anti ciggy

I know I shouldn't be blogging at this kind of time but I just dunno where to release it

I hope cisi is here..I hope you tell me what's in your mind or maybe I'm the only one who think too much that I though something is in your mind and you ain't tell me?or maybe you just dun like it when I said something on ciggy?

I hate "SMOKE" it always end me up in a bad situation

Ok..tell me..what should I do?dun control you and let you smoke as much as you like izit?though i know you had cut down but its still something

I used to don't understand why ah soo dun quit smoking when he only smoke once a day and for the very first time I argue with him is about smoking..and now same shit happened again thought i know you can't explain why you still smoke even though you dun like the smell..I can't explain it either..

I dunno how to support you at the same time dun control you..I know whenever I start to say things that sound like controlling you in ciggy shit happened and no matter how many times I tried not to say anything I'll end up saying more in the end..though every time you just act normal but I felt that you ain't well good either..

The reason why I keep it always coz you dun control me on anything..you let me do whatever I want and I like..I know you just want me to be myself and be happy but am I too over to control you since you said you wanna cut down?I thought I can handle things different now but I can't..I'm still who I am..

Am I too serious?you dun even care and why should I?haiz~back to study!

ps./ thing gets better and shit will happened

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It's like a dream

You are like a dream to me

A nice guy that I had ever met

You didn't know that every single things that you did makes my heart melt

it might be noting for you but it means a lot to me like what you think about me as well

You see through me and let me know that there is still hope

You are gentle and caring

You are the first one to carry me for so long and using so many ways when my legs hurt (though its very funny in someway)

You are the first person who open the car door for me

You respect me and let me do anything that I want

You said noting at all even though sometimes you care but you just want me to be myself

You are sensitive enough to find out things that I dun even notice

Your heart beat is always fast saying that coz I'm beside you

You said you woke ip coz I wasn't beside you anymore when I left for my class the other day

You drive me to uni and pick me up after uni sometimes

You run all the way down to find me when you can just called and ask me to meet you up in the place

You always said I'm yours

You like to tease me always and think its funny when you want me to say things that I felt really hard

You cooked me dinner and very good in cooking

You have the ability to let me say out everything even you didn't force me to

You felt touchy when I said I'm showing you clearly all about me

You said you dun like to make things complicated and I became so simple now -.-

I'm always alert when I'm sleeping but when I'm with you I always sleep well, like a pig, sense noting and you just pull my blanket when I'm hot and cover it for me when I'm cold even though I didn't say anything but you just know how I feel

When I said I'm scare and insecure because we dunno each other much and we met each other in such a short time and I'm scare that I like you more and more..you said that's so touching that makes me felt so different

You attract me more and more

You make me like you more and more day by day

You let me felt so secure

You bring up my smile whenever I see you

You make me scare losing you more and more but I'm not affair now coz you are with me

ps./ thanks for everything♥

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before holidays

When to DFO with Cisi the other day after our apartment inspection..we definitely love the apartment but we still didn't get the call from the agent..well..we'll still be searching for move places since there's still time till end of jan or feb. We went max benner after that to had waffler n chocolate..just love it so much but getting fatter and fatter!!>.<..

These pix were taken after Aiko's last class..too bad we can get Heong Peah in the asian grocery anymore..=(..I hardly find it in Melbourne but like my mum said, I'm crazy!!it cost 4 to 5 times more expensive then malaysia..ok..I'll just stop carving for it and wait till I'm back to malaysia..=p

We were fooling around when we reach home..its was freezing but we still have fun doing lots of weird stuff on the street..haha..and I remember that was the night I rush for my assignment again..>.<..bad habit..

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New Year New Start?

I dun really think new year = new start or new life..if u wanna change u can just change it anytime..dun give yourself an excuse to wait till a new year to have a brand new you..

I'm here..still awake at 8.25am in the 1st of Jan 2011..

Just wanna post about the recent feeling that I'm having..

Having fun with a few guys that we met the other day in Eve during Christmas eve and things get pretty complicated between Cisi and her feeling..well..she will know what to do when its time

Back to that group of guys..they are pretty nice actually, and thanks to Cisi, I did had fun..

She didn't want me to stay at home since we are having holidays and I was arguing with my mum the other day again..well..i just dunno how can I face them but I think its time for me to concentrate on my studies..at least that's what my parents want and what I can do to let things get better I guess?

Cisi hope I can move on..and wanna help me up with the guy in the group..but I think just follow the flow..at least I dun feel like having any relationship for now..I dun think I let go for the previous want either but I did paying less effort and concern on him yet things always change when u try to start letting go..I stop texting him and he starts find me in fb..well..time shows everything..=)

will be posting christmas eve and new year eve or maybe the holidays on the next post soon!

ps./ legs gonna broken soon

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Try my best to find my way out

I'm trying my very best to get my own way out, too be happy

Noting is perfectly correct or wrong its just that how u gonna take things

I try to learnt from my lesson and not let myself having the same mistake again

I did regret..regret on being not optimized enough..regret on making a wrong decision, at least its not the right decision for now but I'm trying my best to let myself feels better..to not let myself regret once more..

I might be just running away from the problems and what should I do?I hate the once awhile emotional..I wanna play..wanna enjoy..wanna be happy..but everything turn out to be noting by just an action or a word..I hope I'm strong enough to face it but I dun have the confident..I know there's no hope between us since u said its not worth it and i'm not the one u r willing to give up for anything..and I suddenly recall back your ex that I met 2 years ago during CNY..how stupid is she having hope that is hopeless..and here I am..repeating her mistake..but at least I done my best to get what I want..if its not mean to be I'll let go when its time..

ps./ time can heal a broken heart but time can also broke a waiting heart

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Pixxx explain everything

Well here we are again waiting for tram to go to city for Aiko's dancing class

In the tram

having break

After class

We went DFO the other day..but forgot when izit already..well both of us did a good job coz we didn't get anything at all..hahaha..but pocket still having hole..hmm..should seriously look for a job..

another waiting

Yarra river

Addidas's fitting room

CK's fitting room (both of us like so cacat)

Doing bo bo stuff while waiting for the tram

My birthday present..thank to my dear en and dean..love it!!

Just reach home after dancing class on friday?

A very rare Saturday morning that I manage to get up for Zumba..haha..but I'm still sleepy..walk till where sleep till where..hahaha..but get to see thing that we dun usually see during weekdays..=)

the santa

Didn't know there's ppl playing chase on the road

Hmm..wonder what am I looking?but for sure I was sleeping while standing..==

ps./ once break up there's no more friendship

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cut it out

You can't do this anymore..face it..stop fooling yourself anymore..you know it well why u are being emotional recently..u know it well why your tears drop automatically even when you r day dreaming..you should had stop from the time he told u its not worth it..you shouldn't be hoping anything anymore after being refuse..face it!!!you are noting but shit!!the gift was just to make him feel better after receiving your present..wake up!!wake up and MOVE ON!!!

pls..pls..pls let go n start ur own life..everyday making ourself so tired..staying up till so late..telling yourself being optimized will help a lot but noting change..

you wanna talk to him so much but u dun even know how u should talk to him..always being so nervous..always consider him first..always try to find excuse for him..HE AIN'T YOUR MAN!!

"HE's NOT THE MAN!"..just keep it in mind..wishing that time pass faster so that the missing cells get replace n die

I don't love you

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