Sega fredo

new job

"SEGA FREDO" which is in upper penang road

how was it?

hmm..

felt stress

lost myself recently

the smile was always there

but it looks fake actually

tried to be what i'm not

joke and laughter were there

but i got no feeling in the heart

its different

different from the shop i work last time

i tried

but i dunno what is the purpose actually

felt like going back

but i don't wanna let Shena get mad again

i'll try

try my best to bit myself down

fight for the fear

the life recently aren't good

empty i guess?

got no impact for me to move on

getting lazy and keep thinking nonsense

haiz

thanks Grace for helping me for the make up^^

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台湾风味情

很久没写贴了

因为都在工作

没时间

结束了
四天的工作

在这四天里
我没什么学到东西
但却认识了几个朋友

Grace
看起来疯疯癫癫的
很喜欢装可爱
但却给我一种说不出的悲伤

Kelly
很严肃
可是其实他是不善于跟人家表达
也被朋友出卖过
所以不是很相信人

萍
不是很了解他
但觉得他很可爱

Chin
刚开始要跟他熟
应该会是很好的朋友吧？
但应该也没那个机会了吧？

虽然很累
但还是很舍不得
想继续呆在哪儿
但很多事情是得牺牲的

在里面，我最小
最惊讶的是
原来他们不像外表那样年轻
哈哈

而且原来七个女生当中
一对是情侣
另一对也曾经是情侣
@@
还有姐妹
超复杂的

累了
那就是工作的生活
睡醒，准备，工作
回家，冲凉，睡觉
完全没有时间想别的事情

不想
但还是做了
只好努力找下一份工吧

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who am I?

who am i?

through the society

we keep on changing

and who we really are?

we change our taught

feeling and personality

to fit in the enviroment

people in different stages have different character

and different enviroment also

thought that this few days

when i come back home

mix around with my ex-schoolmates

i realise what i've done outside

and how self-indulgent am i

can't forgive myself

or should i say i know what my parents want and how they think

and i just want to be their good daughter

it doesn't matter which want izit

i still got my limit

i change

not to be bad

but to know more about the society

i think

when i do something

and i'm big enough to judge and make my own choice

you train me to be independent

to be a better man

and i'll be the man

just like you

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Just like I predict

Diana ask me before
I’m not gonna tell him that I’m going to Aus?

At that time
I asked her
Why I should tell him when there is no different?
He won’t give any big respond at all
But she don’t believe

He know that yesterday
Not purposely
Not accidently
Just normally

He didn’t get surprise
Just normal talk that we usually had
I felt moody
But didn’t show out

He felt like drinking
When we go back to hostel
Coz he wanna stop thinking
But later on when I ask him
He said he’s fine

Guess I’m not the one who can share the talk with
But it doesn’t matter actually
Coz that’s your choice
From the starting till now

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Does it really matter?

I grasp something when May told me about her relationship

“A relationship
Can be there or not also,
It doesn’t matter”

Went back home after training
Think of what she said

hmm
It actually suits me too
Right?

Going Australia on July
Miss * hugs * kiss
Will be forgotten after that I guess?

Since I’m not that important to him
Guess I won’t tell him that I’m going to Aus too

I care
And it bothers me
About what he think and how he feel

But even we get together
Its like noting will change
And it doesn’t matter if we are couple or not
Coz we won't bother at all

He finds me when he needs me
When he had his friends I’ll be waiting
I’m like a ‘xiao nv ren’
And he thinks girl should be like that too

even we are together

we'll still having the same life

doing what we do now

Coz for guys
They want freedom
And for girls
They just want the guy they love to be happy and be with them

But it this really gonna work?
No idea
But usually girls with get hurt I guess?

Think * think * think * think
Still the same
Let it be
And everything will be fine

Anyway
Wish me luck
Hopefully my life in Aus will be different
In a good sense I mean
And my new life will be starting from there

**God bless me**

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Bad luck

Cisi cried that day
She said she’s damn bad luck
My mood went down too

A lot of problems come into her at the same time
Her relationship
Her homework
Her teacher
Don’t have her passports
The dance
Everything around her

She’s strong and brave
But she can accept too much in one time

Suen finds me after I left Cisi’s house
She’s in bad mood also
She can’t let go yet
And his uncle is suffering in cancer

I didn’t give any advice or cheer her up
Feel like crying
Can’t help them at all

Yet I told myself
I’ll try my best and be there for u when u needs me

Had a small argue with ah Soo
Don’t know I’m right or wrong
But the problems still exist
I got my points and he got his points
But how to reduce the problems is the most important thing noh?

TT

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friend

am i the naive one?

or the world is too realistic for us?

good with everyone

thought that they won't be your best friends

thought that you will get what you paid for

thought when you treat a person good

he/she will be too

having a friend that u dun know his/her real act at all

really??

or u just choose not to know it??

i saw things

go through things

notice that they were not there with my other friends

which still study in form 6

keep on changing

and what's the real personality of mine?

do i have one?

knowing too much is not a good thing to do

but u'll be continuing being used

thought that are ur true friends

why world need to be so complicated

why i have to know all of that after i thought i know what kind of person he/she is?

what is a friend really stand for?

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wOo hOo~~

finally

Cisi came back from Beijing de

^^

miss her so damn much

we went for lunch the day after she came back

and

pili pala pili pala

we kept on talking when we met each other

haha

feel like giving her a big big hugs

but didn't coz we were in the car

and i'm very shy

ahahaha

after dinner

we when shopping

bought nail polish and keep playing with the tester

Cisi follow me back home coz my parents went Siam

and she met my friend Suen and Ee

we were tired 

but still we talk and talk and talk

until i almost fall asleep

haha

its good to have her back

really miss her so damn much

haha

JAMIE LOVE CISI

JAMIE LOVE CISI COZ CISI LOVE JAMIE

she use to tell me that

ya

i love her

muackss ^6

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