bring me with u pls

tears drop

after seeing Vera's blog

i'm not that strong

i'm not like what u see

I'M WEEK

i didn't even know why i'm crying now

everything is fine

even i'm ok with last night story

but i'm being so useless now

I'm sick of myself

I hate who i am

i wanna release myself

why i felt noting

i don't feel the pain

i feel noting

i can stand everything that happened in my relationship

i can tolerate with my tears

but why its so easy for me to cry when come to friends

i'm so important to so many people but i can't find 1 person to share my emotion when i really need help

i was always alone

alone last night

hiding my real emotion and waiting for someone who i really can share my feeling with

but i didn't

even after the joke was over

i really hope sometimes i can be more tyrannical

even though i know i shouldn't be

i always hide my feeling with u

always pretend i'm ok

but do u know how much i need u?

how much support i need from u?

i'm always sad in front of u

i'm always causing trouble

i'm always being the burden

i'm sick of myself

pls take me with u

no matter its hell or anywhere

ps:/ is there still a place for me to stay