cheer

been laying and sleeping on the bed from 7pm to 8am yesterday

haiz

lost again

pek nia

my bb didn't enter astro battleground's audition

hmm

didn't really expected for that

and he's very moody

my job

is to cheer him up of course

even tough i know its not working

i still try my best

i found myself out of the dark

coz i know if i'm moody too i can't try my best to comfort him

i just simple said i know his feeling but do i really feel it?

i scare i'm irritating for him

talking nonsense without knowing what kind of feeling he's having

*last year of battleground*

i dunno how long he had been waiting for these days

and how much he hope to get involve in it

i know i dunno him very well

and i'm crossing the line and taking advantage of being a girl friend

*tight ur partner up* *control ur partner*

that's wat i mean

but anyway i still hope he's ok

and buy blackie blackie back

^^

roughly told him the plan we are having when i go back

and he said "of course"

yaHoO~~~

plan to go travel with all of them during holidays

maybe langkawi, genting, kl, blablabla

dun care

i just wanna enjoy my life with ppl i love

of course this duty will be falling to our even manager, Chee Hooi

haha

miss them lotssss actually

being crazy, bo bo, playful...etc...

miss life hang with them

dancing, party,stem....

lol

can't wait till that day

excited

>_<

but still study first

still having test next week

must prepare in this 2 days

then it will be fun in term break i guess

know more about Melbourne

discover more places and nice food

hehe

ps./ its not end of the world and you're always strong

dun let this bother or stop u from doing things u like

u had prove yourself

i have give up a lot in this bet

i dun wanna lose so please win so that i can be strong too