Trying

you are working hard

trying your best to fulfill my needs

and I'm trying to be optimize as well

but noting is perfect

when I saw you holding her hand

I felt pain from my heart

and it reminds me the past

when we were in Charles's house with your ex

no matter how hard I try to forget

it always bothers me

even though I told myself to trust you

and just enjoy what we are having for now

ps./ I just hope I can be stronger