I'll always be there

dunno why

I can't express that sudden sadness I'm having

its noting touch

its noting special

yet after seeing your blog

my heart suddenly felt pain

like needles pricking on it

maybe I felt the pain you are having

or maybe I felt sad coz you are not happy

but I just wanna tell you

even we are far apart

I'll still be there for all of you

coz I LOVE ALL OF YOU

Its hard

yet everything is possible

so don't let distance drag our friendship away

you know what?

I always feel lonely and sad

always feel like giving up and go back

go back to the place I'm familiar with and with all the people I love and care

yet I'm just like a baby

* not mature * not strong * always manja only *

even thought I wanna stay with all of you so badly

I can't give up anything more then my future

and I should stay strong with my decision that I had made with no regret and starts to grow up

I'm accepting the challenges in my life

walking through all that

and I'm happy with what I'm for now

coz i notice I have change in these few days

* HAPPY *

is the key

I dunno did I really change or that is just temporary

but I'm glade that I'm for this few days

coz even life is tough I still can walk through it happily

so you must cheer also k?

I'll always be there whenever you need me^^

today is the last day for my exam

hurray~~~

haha

even thought it has no different

but hey~I'm going back soon!!!

9 & 1/2 days

haha

gonna pack my luggage later

oh ya

me and Lina plan to go somewhere before we go back

so we'll be planning for tonight I guess

coz both of us are the only one who finish our exam first

beach~~~zoo~~~here we come~~~

haha

and this is what happened when we had lunch

not much

but I miss one shoot on Adrian with his funny face

haha

when Lina was thinking of Mick..haha

see ancient de face..xp

noting to write de

hope everyone have a nice day

tata^^

ps./ my previous post is so damn ugly>_<

who is that not bad looking guy?haha