Its different

This is not the first time I'm going to Melbourne but the feeling is totally different..
Its harder this time..Maybe I'm not that confident and strong like I use to be anymore..
It wasn't a mightmare but its still hard to be alone..


I told myself you are noting..but I think I was wrong from the beginning..
I let you enter deeply into my heart and hurt me that badly..even till now..I still can't forget the time and things that we had gone through even both of us are not in the same world..

ps./ new year - new life