Just not strong enough

Time really flies and ya..its almost time for me to go back to aus..
I just can't stop it when I need to face this..everytime when the memory flash back from the pass, I just hope the time could stop but it won't..
I miss every part of penang and everyone especially him and my family [I know I didn't spend much time with them after I came back] even thouhg I have been taking the same road eveyday and seeing the same ppl often, I just won't feel board..I felt warm and happy which I can't get from Mel..

ps./ I'm greedy and won't satisfied easily coz I have lost the trust but I'm not selfish coz I still love you