Does it really matter?

I grasp something when May told me about her relationship

“A relationship
Can be there or not also,
It doesn’t matter”

Went back home after training
Think of what she said

hmm
It actually suits me too
Right?

Going Australia on July
Miss * hugs * kiss
Will be forgotten after that I guess?

Since I’m not that important to him
Guess I won’t tell him that I’m going to Aus too

I care
And it bothers me
About what he think and how he feel

But even we get together
Its like noting will change
And it doesn’t matter if we are couple or not
Coz we won't bother at all

He finds me when he needs me
When he had his friends I’ll be waiting
I’m like a ‘xiao nv ren’
And he thinks girl should be like that too

even we are together

we'll still having the same life

doing what we do now

Coz for guys
They want freedom
And for girls
They just want the guy they love to be happy and be with them

But it this really gonna work?
No idea
But usually girls with get hurt I guess?

Think * think * think * think
Still the same
Let it be
And everything will be fine

Anyway
Wish me luck
Hopefully my life in Aus will be different
In a good sense I mean
And my new life will be starting from there

**God bless me**