reminds me

just finish reading Koukou Debut

or should i said watch?

hmm..i wonder

anyway its a comic

the leading gal wasn't something like me

and the leading guy also noting like my boyfriend

its totally opposite character i guess

but what reminds me was the frame

he came to send me even he said he might not be coming because he got stomachache

i didn't cry that day

it wasn't what i had expected also

but still i make it in an unusual way

coz i normally not comfortable of being so good with my family

and coz my family were there

i didn't really show my emotion and what i really are in front of my friend

dean give me a letter on that day too

although she's just my friend

i thought of her and the content of the letter which is sticking on my wall now when the frame pop out

maggie said "if the relationship you are having is with your true love, there won't be any problems anymore"

it makes me wonder

wonder what really true love are

coz i'm having problems

and does it mean that he's not my true love?

or should i think it this way

different ppl have their own way of maintaining their relationship

and i worried too much?

he's working hard

he had change

i felt all that

yet i always think a lot

and felt not satisfied even he had changed

coz i dunno him well?

i'm too selfish?

or i'm just not trusting him and myself?

44 days left

i wanna go back faster

i miss him and all my friends

ps./ u always tried to be by my side

and u work hard to let me feel secure

i'm scare but i'm still be trying

thanks for everything

i'm glade i'm with u