silence

I felt impress for myself

studying for 7 hours in a day

@.@

seriously

am I sick?

everyone had their first time and I didn't know that studying for so long will ever happened in my life

but as a student that's my responsibility

so here goes

study study study

I start to nervous

start to know what is the feeling of being stress in study

and sometimes I just feel like crying

==

that is so not me

but ya..it really happened in this 2 days

telling myself to be optimistic

yet I have being emoing for this 2 days

I really dunno what I want

I can't speak out my feeling

I just be silence

I use to be alone

I like to be alone

I scare to be alone

I dunno what I want and dunno what I'm trying to do

I dunno what I'm trying to express

but I just wanna said out loud

I dun like all this

will throw my laptop aside

coz I know I can't study when its around me

so I'll be in the library start from tomorrow

[If time allow me to do that]

anyway

all the best for everyone

ps./ I just wanna go home