Relief

wOhOo~~~the sky is clear now..had been emoing for this few days..and thanks to Vera with the no sound skyping, it really LDM..XD..(hey~dun throw away my drawing ah)..

I though I had changed..to be more mature and independent but guess what?I'm not after all..after that all my plurks and mind are covered by your poison..since when you take away so much from me huh?the poison is separating seriously now..omg..haha..but I know I had been growing greater and greater in your heart as well..^^

I felt the changed..and I'm glade and happy that we had small talks even you are extremely tired after all your working and busy days..you keep on blaming that you are the only one that doesn't know..haha..and I had been naughty for staying back no matter how much you force me back..

"I'll always be there for you"..I think this is the only thing that I can make you calm and throw away all the stress temporary..I didn't know that you got so much to think and consider and giving yourself so much pressure..how come you are so selfish in front of me but not others?ben dan..how long you have been forcing yourself?and keep it silently by yourself..but I'm glade I didn't cause more stress for you even I have my own stress at that time..

I'm glade that we had a good talk this morning..and I'll give you my fully support..bad luck so what?this year will be ending soon and as long as you tried your best and dun make yourself regret, things will be ok..I know I'm not mature enough to help you on anything..but at least I'll try my best to be the best so that you won't need to worry that much on me..

Am missing the song.. every time when ever it come out of my mind..it brings up my smile..^^..I'll complete it with you when I go back..=)

ps./ monday!!!