It's like a dream

You are like a dream to me
A nice guy that I had ever met
You didn't know that every single things that you did makes my heart melt
it might be noting for you but it means a lot to me like what you think about me as well

You see through me and let me know that there is still hope
You are gentle and caring
You are the first one to carry me for so long and using so many ways when my legs hurt (though its very funny in someway)
You are the first person who open the car door for me
You respect me and let me do anything that I want
You said noting at all even though sometimes you care but you just want me to be myself
You are sensitive enough to find out things that I dun even notice
Your heart beat is always fast saying that coz I'm beside you
You said you woke ip coz I wasn't beside you anymore when I left for my class the other day
You drive me to uni and pick me up after uni sometimes
You run all the way down to find me when you can just called and ask me to meet you up in the place
You always said I'm yours
You like to tease me always and think its funny when you want me to say things that I felt really hard
You cooked me dinner and very good in cooking
You have the ability to let me say out everything even you didn't force me to
You felt touchy when I said I'm showing you clearly all about me
You said you dun like to make things complicated and I became so simple now -.-

I'm always alert when I'm sleeping but when I'm with you I always sleep well, like a pig, sense noting and you just pull my blanket when I'm hot and cover it for me when I'm cold even though I didn't say anything but you just know how I feel
When I said I'm scare and insecure because we dunno each other much and we met each other in such a short time and I'm scare that I like you more and more..you said that's so touching that makes me felt so different

You attract me more and more
You make me like you more and more day by day
You let me felt so secure
You bring up my smile whenever I see you
You make me scare losing you more and more but I'm not affair now coz you are with me


ps./ thanks for everything
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before holidays

When to DFO with Cisi the other day after our apartment inspection..we definitely love the apartment but we still didn't get the call from the agent..well..we'll still be searching for move places since there's still time till end of jan or feb. We went max benner after that to had waffler n chocolate..just love it so much but getting fatter and fatter!!>.<..


These pix were taken after Aiko's last class..too bad we can get Heong Peah in the asian grocery anymore..=(..I hardly find it in Melbourne but like my mum said, I'm crazy!!it cost 4 to 5 times more expensive then malaysia..ok..I'll just stop carving for it and wait till I'm back to malaysia..=p

We were fooling around when we reach home..its was freezing but we still have fun doing lots of weird stuff on the street..haha..and I remember that was the night I rush for my assignment again..>.<..bad habit..
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New Year New Start?


I dun really think new year = new start or new life..if u wanna change u can just change it anytime..dun give yourself an excuse to wait till a new year to have a brand new you..

I'm here..still awake at 8.25am in the 1st of Jan 2011..
Just wanna post about the recent feeling that I'm having..
Having fun with a few guys that we met the other day in Eve during Christmas eve and things get pretty complicated between Cisi and her feeling..well..she will know what to do when its time

Back to that group of guys..they are pretty nice actually, and thanks to Cisi, I did had fun..
She didn't want me to stay at home since we are having holidays and I was arguing with my mum the other day again..well..i just dunno how can I face them but I think its time for me to concentrate on my studies..at least that's what my parents want and what I can do to let things get better I guess?

Cisi hope I can move on..and wanna help me up with the guy in the group..but I think just follow the flow..at least I dun feel like having any relationship for now..I dun think I let go for the previous want either but I did paying less effort and concern on him yet things always change when u try to start letting go..I stop texting him and he starts find me in fb..well..time shows everything..=)
will be posting christmas eve and new year eve or maybe the holidays on the next post soon!

ps./ legs gonna broken soon
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