the Zoo

haven't been blog sometimes and my xiao bu dian is complaining de

(even u stay with me and see me everyday..bot sien meh?)

ok

today gonna write about one of the MELBOURNE ZOO

since its term break

we play to go play

but in the end our plan just left the Zoo

so we plan to go yesterday coz its weekday and there won't be so many ppl

took tram from william street at 12++

and reach there before 1

it actually took 15 minutes to reach

unfortunately we forgot to take a pix in the main entrance

but we took a lot of pix inside

the Zoo is so BIG until we didn't get to finish visiting when they are closing at 5

and the size of the animal also so damn BIG

haha

and we had been doing all the bo bo stuff when taking pix

even our expression are not good and wired

here we are in the entrance of seeing kangaroo

the butterfly farm that had close when we were there

two big baby fighting for kangaroo

frog behind so tiny

like that feeling..hope i can have it at my home=p

the way we rest looks emo

enjoyed the whole day in the zoo

doing non sense and seeing animals that i use to see in the book

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recently

again

i don't really know what's in my mind

and my reaction getting worst

maybe i can't expect everything that i think to happened

but when one by one went down u

it actually make u lost confident and started to confuse on things that u're doing

*secure*

i really do need that much

but it seems to be getting much more difficult to control and have it

ps./hoping everyone is happy even if i'm not

you don't really need me

trust yourself

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最想要的

it can be very simple

it can be hard

its just a matter of choice

no one knows the future

ppl tried to tresure everything they're having

yet most of us know what's important to us after loosing it

we can hardly treasure everything

coz human are born to be not perfect

everyone tried their best to be the best

everyone tried their best to have the best

but no one will be perfect

i tried hard to be the best

yet not everything can be done by my own

don't you feel gap between us?

or i'm the only one

lack of communication

and all sort of problems we are facing

am i the one who are always worrying

or i just can't feel that u actually care

we are getting further

i tried my best to pull it back

and soemtime

i really feel tired

what i want is just a simple life

a simple trip

a moment we can be together

did u tried

or u just want to break your promises like drinking water

i dun hope and expect much more

maybe i should be satisfied if i have the time with you..

ps./ It was excited then disappoint and empty

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Just being me

you said love is fate

you told me we can share

but you just judging the book by its cover

I'm sick of IT!!!!

I'm being honest

letting you know things that you wanna know every time

and

what is the fact when the answer is

enough to just be friend

what you expecting

a doctor..a lawyer..an engineer

you know better than me

even a person graduate from uni doesn't mean anything at all

and we are se-rounded by all these people

like you said

we are still young

what do u expecting?

he just my boy friend

not my husband

didn't want you to choose a son in law yet please

studies and career are still our first choice

don't make me felt tight again to stop my words when i'm just trying to change and telling you everything

you just simply like to give me hope and smash it again

every time

ps./ I'm not a perfect daughter

Just trying to be one yet its hard

Why can't I just be myself

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cheer

been laying and sleeping on the bed from 7pm to 8am yesterday

haiz

lost again

pek nia

my bb didn't enter astro battleground's audition

hmm

didn't really expected for that

and he's very moody

my job

is to cheer him up of course

even tough i know its not working

i still try my best

i found myself out of the dark

coz i know if i'm moody too i can't try my best to comfort him

i just simple said i know his feeling but do i really feel it?

i scare i'm irritating for him

talking nonsense without knowing what kind of feeling he's having

*last year of battleground*

i dunno how long he had been waiting for these days

and how much he hope to get involve in it

i know i dunno him very well

and i'm crossing the line and taking advantage of being a girl friend

*tight ur partner up* *control ur partner*

that's wat i mean

but anyway i still hope he's ok

and buy blackie blackie back

^^

roughly told him the plan we are having when i go back

and he said "of course"

yaHoO~~~

plan to go travel with all of them during holidays

maybe langkawi, genting, kl, blablabla

dun care

i just wanna enjoy my life with ppl i love

of course this duty will be falling to our even manager, Chee Hooi

haha

miss them lotssss actually

being crazy, bo bo, playful...etc...

miss life hang with them

dancing, party,stem....

lol

can't wait till that day

excited

>_<

but still study first

still having test next week

must prepare in this 2 days

then it will be fun in term break i guess

know more about Melbourne

discover more places and nice food

hehe

ps./ its not end of the world and you're always strong

dun let this bother or stop u from doing things u like

u had prove yourself

i have give up a lot in this bet

i dun wanna lose so please win so that i can be strong too

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mess-up everything

i'm tired

i hate to pretend anymore

pretend that i'm strong

pretend that i'm independent

pretend that i'm mature

pretend that noting matters me

PLS

I"M NOT!!!

i'm not strong

i'm not independent

i'm not mature

i'm not clever

and i care what happened around me

ER!!!

stupid life

stupid things

ps./messy

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first day of spring

today my homeroom teacher pass our MUFY exam timetable

and here it is

tada~~~

my exam timetable

gonna have Eng and Acc on Wed

Math and Eco on Thur

anf finally CSC on Fri

yahOo~

like my timetable so much

settle every straight away

but actually i dun have much time to do revision

so have to do it during the coming term break

19th september(can't wait till that day)

1st of september

which is also called the first day of spring in melbourne

noting special

but its just not that cold with damn strong wind which can make us fly

haha

my baby just had an argument with his mum this morning

and u know what?

its just 5++ in the morning in Malaysia

why quarrel so early when usually ppl are still sleeping?

hmm

by the way

i still didn't get to know what happened yet

hope he's ok now

didn't reply my msg after he had woke up

I just knew a great news this morning

there is a pet shop opposite Victoria Market

with double story and reptiles in the ground floor

keep asking ancient and xiao bu dian when are we going

haha

heard there is a lot of things

and some i saw from the book are there too

hehe

thanks Elena for letting me know

^^

didn't really satisfy with my result

but still

WORK HARD for its the only way

cheer!

and all the best for all of u

ps./ love is beautiful

love is bliss

and i love you

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