Our love ~Will Be Here Forever~

It has been more than one month

Had been having fun and laugher with my babes for that one month but deeply in my heart,I know it well that I was just running away from the fact

Making myself tough by bring up hope between us but when I realist there is more hope despair gets closer and closer, day by day because I'm leaving soon

I were so afraid that everything gonna be over

But I'm not for now

I starts to know more about us day by day

We did get closer after the break but you still keep everything to yourself

Like what Miguel said "guys usually keep the problem away from their partner which will cause bigger problem in the future cause it wasn't solve"

Yet I'm still glade that I get to know all that from others, at least its clear that the problems between us ain't because we don't love each other anymore

I know what you are worrying and why you keep saying all those things like "its not worth it", you just want me to let go,to find a better man but you didn't know you are the BEST MAN in my heart

You won't know how hard is it when I just broke up with you and my relatives keep saying your bad things

You won't know how painful am I when people are humiliating you publicly

You won't know how down am I when you thought I'm getting along with other guy

You ain't brave enough to love

You lost your own direction

You dun have the confident and trust that we can walk through the problems together

And what I can do now is just wait, let time to prove everything,I won't force anything anymore

And I'll prove to you that you are wrong

Btw, I wasn't drunk in bed the other day..didn't even beng but just wanna know how much he cares and due to my tired face and I know what I'll do when I'm beng everyone thought I was drunk and stim and stop me from drinking..bo form..

ps./ "Boyfriend" & "Girlfriend" is just a word.If both love each other,at the same time they are a pair of lover..Its meant from heart

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As time pass

Thing can be very simple and you make it so difficult, I really catch no ball..I don't really know you well but in fact its just a common problem that everyone of us are facing and what I had learnt from my past..you said you agree with what I said and we share the same thinking but you did forget what I said the next day so what's the purpose of agreeing and wasting time listening to what I said?You let me feel like you are just like HER..-.-

Recently more and more sad things happened..couple broke up..friend leaving and even pass away..hmm..Life..full of unexpected stuff that's what I can say..

The one who can let go,I'm glade and hope happiness come next..The one that can't let go, I felt sorry and pity for you guys but hopefully everything will be all right..Everyone has their own choice and so do you..Its hard sometimes but you'll be greatfull after you go through it..So good luck guys..

As for me..I'm enjoying my life now with all my babes..Gonna miss every single time that I had with all of you..and our new members as well..=)..Recently are a bit emo coz maggie is leaving soon and I really do start to miss her lotssss...but I know I should be strong as this is not the first time we separate..Hopefully we will still catch up and gather like we use to be..laughing and talking like nobody business..=)

I thought you change your state but you haven't..I start to miss you when I turn emo but maybe I should stop it..3 years separate will prove everything weather we are meant to be together or not..anyway..thanks for all of u that support or against this relationship..^^

ps./ Everyone has their purpose of living and so do you

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Love my babe

Time flies

Its getting closer and closer

The time we gonna separate again

The time that we gonna miss each other more

We know we can't stop things to happened, so we treasure every sec we are together

We know we gonna miss each other more after we separate, so we keep meeting each other

We know everything will change day by day, so we only see today

I'm having fun and laugher with all of you

Because of you guys I'm strong ;

Because of you guys I'm not lonely.

I wanna thank you guys for being my friends and lovely babe

What I wanna said is I love you guys

Recently a lot of things happened due to the troublemaker

Everyone were so angry and pissed off and so do I

But after saying it out..I'm not that angry anymore

Maybe because she's just a kid but hopefully she won't bring any trouble to any of us anymore

What's make me happy is I get to know more friends

Wen Jian and Kido

I'll treasure the rest of my time in Penang will all my babe and you 2

Thanks for the caring and laughter that you guys bring us

Appreciate it yo~=D

ps./ love all the clubbing pix,too bad I didn't get to take pix with you that day

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