early morning

i used to said every morning will be a good starting
everything is over when the day ends
but i think today is not my good day

what the fuck u dunno how to drive izit?
stupid man
if u want to make me involve in 2nd accident
I will kill you

stupid ah pek wanna cut in from the 1st to the 3rd road
u know how to drive ah??
you drive faster than me
so what
also need to know how to estimate de k??
if dunno than dun drive so fast and take the road inside
need me to teach u how to drive ah??

ER!!!!!!!!
really damn wanna kill him
make me shock

the COMING SOON already make me can't sleep the whole night
the stupid ah pek still
ER!!!!!

we watch COMING SOON the day before
that is damn.....horrible
i scared Maggie during that movie also
coz i was shock and shout
sorry yo
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If you are not you

Knowing what kind of people you are
But the way you treats me still make me
Don’t know what to do


You woke up at 6.30 in the early morning
Although you had pass me the key of your house before I went to bed at 3
You scare I can’t wake up
But after I slept u still borrow my laptop looking pictures till very late


Seeing my hair wet
As my usual act [don’t dry my hair after washing them]
He wants to take a towel for me
But I rejected him because I scare there will be a jam and I’ll be late


He call me to go behind for awhile before he open the door for me
I follow him and he was plugging the hair drier
Ask me to stand still and dry it for me


The word “play” makes me feel bad in the situation
I felt unbelievable and happy


Something came out of my mind
If he’s not him
How good will it be


My principle came out again
Hoping that something good will really happened
But I know that’s not gonna happened



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Had nightmare the day after when I had my nap
Really ridicules
That girl I saw once appear in my dream
What the fuck
I thought I doesn’t care
I thought I can just do what I want
But actually I don’t like the situation now


Being so good with him
Doesn’t care want he’s doing or talking to
What a stupid thing I’m doing
Cause I really CARES!!!
I’m jealous..angry..and sad every time
But pretend noting happened


He is a play boy
He didn’t prepare for relationship yet
Won’t it be a good thing if he’s not him
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This two days

hmm..let me recall back what happened this two days

 
oh ya
we went QB on wednesday night to look for our costume
but unfortunately we can't get anything

after dinner we went back to studio
coz ah soo's car can't start again
so we have to go back to help him

we went gurney for a movie
'KNOWING'

at first i thought its no wing
haha
coz they said is about the end of the world
and through the pronunciation
....
my bad

after movie we went Subaidah
[people there know us also de]
kinda hungry but can't eat much
coz dun wanna get scold anymore
haiz

slept very late although i'm very tired
he was busy talking with Deric  and ah Hong

i tried to sleep
like the day before
but i can't
==

i can't wake up the next day
and he ask me to sleep more before he left for work
i was blur and didn't ask much
just know that he will be having class later

i heard Maggie went out
and gonna reach two
so i just take my bathe and prepare to go out

but i can't find the hostel key at all
and decide to jump out from the window
but i'm wearing skirt
==
should I??
hmm..
maybe i should wait for awhile
see whether he will call me or not

after finish reading one thick magazine
i decide to jump out the window and walk to studio

wOo~~
it took me an hour to reach studio
hmm
one thing for sure
my ability of walking is slowing down
haha

we went KW
dunno why
i buy a filled dragon

wa~~~
bankrupt de
both of us spend around RM500 that day in the pet shop

and how stupid am i
bought one fountain
get one free [purchase more then RM120] 
and bought one motor when there is one inside the fountain

really feel like killing that guy
ER!!!
but he taught us a lot of things also
haiz
just dun be so stupid next time

its kinda mess 
so we change the habitat and some just clean it
but its too many and dun have much time
so some didn't manage to have a new/clean house yet

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09042009 =moody=

想起出国的事
最近的我都没在想这个问题

原因?
我最近的生活平淡
没了很多烦恼

现在又会想起
不用多说也是因为酱

可以说我一直以来做这个决定都只是在逃避吧?
但我真的做得到吗?

我的开心与悲哀已经被他控制住了
为什么自己会陷到这种地步啊?

最近的我发现
其实我容忍不到他那性格
或许他对我是不一样了
但他对别的女生应该都没变过吧?

选择了开心失去原则
也不一定会开心的吧?
或许一开始到现在都只是自己太过天真

小气
吃醋
是因为在乎
但也是种约束

放你自由
对我也是种解脱吧?

我真的行吗?
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08042009

是一种依赖
一种习惯吗?

睡不着是因为已经习惯了你的体温
你的存在吗?

让自己不再在乎是因为觉得什么都不再重要了
原因?
因为那个人是你

相处久了
知道的越多
越是过不了自己那关

喜欢什么都不想
做自己喜欢做的事

但开心了又怎样?
开心了就不用面对现实吗?

有了开心
回忆
得来的不一定是幸福
满足
而是比现在更多的痛苦
难过

得到的不是第一次的教训了
但为什么明知道是笨蛋还是要当呢?
一次次的越伤越重
除了可悲,应该就没有别的字可以形容我了吧?

Maggie说的没错
who love the most will end up be the looser

成熟点好吗?
总觉得自己越来越幼稚
做人越来越失败

总像个傻瓜一样
一厢情愿
跟着人家尾巴到出走

天啊~~~
救救我啦
><
开条路给我行吗?
好想去church

谁要来救救我啊?
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笨蛋

“笨蛋”
除了这两个字应该就没有别的字可以形容我自己了吧?
应该说可悲还是可笑呢?
Cisi说的没错
就算我有了名份也不会好过到哪去
所以最好就是别让自己越陷越深
Vera也说的没错
最近的我少了很多烦恼
不再像之前那样
但这两天又再想些有的没的了
在他身边的女生那么多
也不是不漂亮
我为什么就要像个傻瓜?
对我的态度有所改变又怎样?
他对每个人都一样的不是吗?
好恨自己像个跟屁虫似的
更讨厌自己没了原则
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
你是笨蛋吗?
被人骂笨蛋还回‘o’
ER!!!~~~~
我真的快被你搞疯了
你那在乎是因为什么?
每次在我对你绝望时又把我耍得团团转
爽爽发封讯息过来
说没两句又是我在找话题
除了你就没别的要说了吗?
像是我自己一厢情愿找你一样
是那样的话为什么要找我啊?
每次决定不再继续
你都会让我心动
可我就真的就那么笨的继续想跟你聊
真的好可悲
哈哈
好累
好想淋雨
或许我应该不再回你
不再在乎
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bad bad day..

had english presentation today
wa~~~
totally sucksss~~~
haiz
i think i had been the worst among the all
not lack of comfidents
but the way i present
and how nervous i am
totally bring me down
didn't prepare well was my biggest mistake
and
i'm really sleepy~~~
ER!!!
i even skip the first class
sleep until almost noon
but
why i still felt sleepy when i was driving?
so...
speachless
when studio after class
since there is no other activities for me
first thing i notice there
is my horned lizard looks..
weird
moody will be the right word to describe my mood now
its looks different then usual
looks sick
and i really thought its dead
but lucky its juz my negative side
but still i think its sick
haiz
dunno wat to do
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