almost one month
the wrong feeling (hopefully)
回忆
Wet and Boring Wednesday
22 July 2009
Today go college damn boring de
Its better I spent my time sleeping at home
I got three class today coz its 2nd week for wed
First class CSC
Our teacher just teach one very small topic
U know it’s a two in one class and he’s like usual teach one topic
Wasting time
Next goes to account
Coz I have done extra work at home so I have nothing to do in class
While others doing the work I’ve done
I finish the exercise for the whole chapter
So today account just wait and no homework
English was the last class
We have orial practice for today class
Actually I wanna pee before enter class de
But “in progress” sign is out there =.=
Didn’t have a chance to go toilet and I was very nervous for the orial
Keep shivering for the whole day but miss didn’t call my name at all
Finally I just raise my hand to be the representative to be the next
Very nervous but at least I know what I need to improve for my actual orial
Class finishes after all of us have our presentation
DAMN BORING
I rather stay at home study for my next week test
Account and CSC
It was raining
And I walk back without an umbrella
I’m all wet and cold
wOo~freezing~
Alvin brought us to a Vietnam’s restaurant for…dinner
Haha..didn’t had lunch so had dinner very early
Why is Alvin here?
To be out mate..carry stuff..=p
The beef noodles is DAMN nice..better then Malaysia de..haha
And angel’s rice also not bad
We then go to QV de Big W
$10 for four 2litter coke
yahOo~took four..=p
I get 2 bottles and Alvin take 2
A lady jump a queue in front of us
She was holding 3 big bags and 1 box of thing in her hand
Thought that she already paid everything and just wanna purchase for an item
So we just let her pay without saying anything
And we were angry and also felt funny when we saw what she does
She took out the item one by one to let the cashier scan
And put it back to the bag and some she just take 2 and call the ppl to scan and keep back
And she make sure that the cashier had double check the items that she had bought
Oh my..first time saw people like that
Even the cashier also said after she left
Oh ya..who’s Alvin?
He’s angel’s classmate
From Malaysia too^^
两年多了
现在才知道原来当初留下的伤痕是一个误会
我相信你,因为再怎么说都好也已经过去了
你没必要骗我,而且我也从来没有不信过你
不需要道歉,也不需要感到内疚
虽然我们没走很久但也没人伤我比你还深
我没怪过你,要不然也不会到现在还是朋友
很多事情不想去承认,但那都是事实
抱歉害你被骂了
那种心疼的感觉又出现了
也是因为还不知道实情所产生的
但那应该也证明了我还在乎吧?
突然间知道原来我们的误会很多
我选择相信
但我只想保持原状
做你朋友
永远不会变的关心与爱
a long distance relationship
fixing broken glasses
17th July 2009
Hmm..didn’t get to go online recently
So, can hardly update my blog
Dean called me just now
She’s my ex
She said that she miss me and wanna get back our relationship
It was 2 years ago when we broke up
And I found out there is a lot of misunderstanding after that
It bothers me
I thought we can be very good friend
After 2 years…coz it still hurts and I’ve use more than 2 years to let myself to let go
She wrote a letter for me when I come here
I ignore it to stay what we are
But I still need to face it
Thought she was just playing around with me
But she’s not
U can’t fix what’s broken
I’m sorry that I’m selfish
I admit that I treat u differently
That strong feeling is decreasing from year by year
But its still there
Yet you’ll only be the special one but not the first one anymore
I don’t know why, but just felt that from the heart
I felt sorry for my boyfriend
I dun have the strong feeling with him actually
But I dunno why my tears come out every time and what he actually attracts me
Maybe I’ll find it out in my future
But to be honest, I can’t leave my whole heart to him
Knowing what kind of person he is that makes me scare to trust him
What can I say?
Even he himself also said he’s playful
I dunno we’ll work out or not
But I’ll just let fate to decide
Dun look at thing so serious might be a better way I guess
Its happier and seriously that’s you
Just being yourself
Happy also..peace