No idea at all

What is in my mind?I dun even dare to walk out that step..Why am I being sad for days?

I can't make everything clear..I dunno what's in my mind..I dunno why am I so down for days..I dunno why am I crying for days after listen to song or after watching movie..

I dunno its just me or what?why are you giving me this kind of respond?I felt am annoying for you..I felt I'm noting..I...just dunno what is it...

Drinking use to be very enjoyable for me..but today..i just wanna have a good sleep after drinking..

candles and chocolate no longer sweet anymore..even color doesn't colorful..doesn't bring joy..

ok..am dizzy now..guess that its time to take nap..haha

ps./ I love you