Try my best to find my way out


I'm trying my very best to get my own way out, too be happy
Noting is perfectly correct or wrong its just that how u gonna take things
I try to learnt from my lesson and not let myself having the same mistake again
I did regret..regret on being not optimized enough..regret on making a wrong decision, at least its not the right decision for now but I'm trying my best to let myself feels better..to not let myself regret once more..

I might be just running away from the problems and what should I do?I hate the once awhile emotional..I wanna play..wanna enjoy..wanna be happy..but everything turn out to be noting by just an action or a word..I hope I'm strong enough to face it but I dun have the confident..I know there's no hope between us since u said its not worth it and i'm not the one u r willing to give up for anything..and I suddenly recall back your ex that I met 2 years ago during CNY..how stupid is she having hope that is hopeless..and here I am..repeating her mistake..but at least I done my best to get what I want..if its not mean to be I'll let go when its time..


ps./ time can heal a broken heart but time can also broke a waiting heart
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Pixxx explain everything

Well here we are again waiting for tram to go to city for Aiko's dancing class

In the tram
having break
After class


We went DFO the other day..but forgot when izit already..well both of us did a good job coz we didn't get anything at all..hahaha..but pocket still having hole..hmm..should seriously look for a job..

another waiting
Yarra river
Addidas's fitting room
CK's fitting room (both of us like so cacat)
Doing bo bo stuff while waiting for the tram


My birthday present..thank to my dear en and dean..love it!!


Just reach home after dancing class on friday?



A very rare Saturday morning that I manage to get up for Zumba..haha..but I'm still sleepy..walk till where sleep till where..hahaha..but get to see thing that we dun usually see during weekdays..=)

the santa

Didn't know there's ppl playing chase on the road
Hmm..wonder what am I looking?but for sure I was sleeping while standing..==

ps./ once break up there's no more friendship
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cut it out


You can't do this anymore..face it..stop fooling yourself anymore..you know it well why u are being emotional recently..u know it well why your tears drop automatically even when you r day dreaming..you should had stop from the time he told u its not worth it..you shouldn't be hoping anything anymore after being refuse..face it!!!you are noting but shit!!the gift was just to make him feel better after receiving your present..wake up!!wake up and MOVE ON!!!
pls..pls..pls let go n start ur own life..everyday making ourself so tired..staying up till so late..telling yourself being optimized will help a lot but noting change..
you wanna talk to him so much but u dun even know how u should talk to him..always being so nervous..always consider him first..always try to find excuse for him..HE AIN'T YOUR MAN!!
"HE's NOT THE MAN!"..just keep it in mind..wishing that time pass faster so that the missing cells get replace n die


I don't love you
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Life in melbourne

There goes my "virgin" for transport bar

Thanks to Cisi my "virgin" was gone after one year..haha..she makes my life in Melbourne more lively with the bars and clubs..but seriously we dun quite like it..as in the music was not much better than Hitz.fm..hahaha

Well, recently I was busy attending the classes for dancing in passion and dsoul..and I seriously feel like moving back to city after all the night clubs and dancing classes..I really felt tired to travel an hour just to attend an hour class and travel an hour back home again..and we have to always rush here and there so that we won't miss the tram but we are like spending most of our time on the tram..and not to said that the house we are sharing is bad but still i figure it out that i actually like apartment more..-.-..well, really hope to move out as soon as possible if not i really feel like dying everyday..so tiring..
Recently spend too much time on dancing and travel and almost forget about my studies..haiz..should concern more on my studies even though its not that difficult but if i keep on doing this i gonna fail everything..and my time to go on bed as well..everyday sleep after 5am seriously I feel like dying faster..haha

First day back to Mel with the 8 degree in Spring

Ok, let talk about Angel and Aiko..They are my dancing instructors which is from Taiwan and Japan..Aiko's girl's hip hop class is more like what I want but seriously I'm not good in memorizing..I always forgot steps and can't follow up during all the classes and was so suck..so I had decide to practice it after the class..but some of my basic did improve after stopping for quite a time..Even tough I'm not good in her new jazz i still think its a good starts for me to learnt more and improve myself..coz like we know..i'm better in hip hop but not rolling my butt and waving my body..haha..but I'm learning how to shake my butt now from Cisi..still my biggest problem is i don;t dare..As for Angel, her class was always full of laughter and energy..I like her class but hers is more on girl style will be something like new jazz..so its still the same..not dare and more practice..but both of them have different style..and Cisi said I should had choose one person to follow..hmm..currently I like Aiko's class more coz its more on hip hop but i still like Angel's lively teaching and more powerful choreo..so hard to decide..

After Aiko's class in Passion

Well life in Melbourne is still building up from friends, fun, study, food and sleep..since its summer break, now its just me and Cisi who always hang around..we also decide to find a part time job coz we are seriously spending a lot on shopping, eating, classes and party..and we had decide to go back malaysia next year..so we do need money!!btw..Cisi's not feeling well with her stomach recently and the doc basically ask her to stop eating everything except veg and rice..@@..hope she'll get well soon..

First birthday in Mel

Ma la you huo

Going vic market tomorrow..nice breakfast is waiting for me..wohoo~but I seriously need more exercise..gaining weight and my dad keep on complaining already..but i just can't control myself on eating..>_<..haha
And I do hate mac coz a lot of software can't use..now I just wanna merge the pix together also dunno what to do..sien..lazy to upload everything leh..-.-..maybe will go grab one ori software..no money no money..

I might be posting weird and blur stuff recently coz I'm seriously lack of sleep..>_<..hope I didn't make any joke here..haha


ps./ Didn't get you to answer it
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sometimes its better to not be so clear


Life brings a little of fate sometimes don't you think? Seriously I dunno how to reaction when I heard that..but some how I think there is still hope in our friendship..

I was always thinking that its ok that you dun contract us and its fine to find us when you got your difficulty or broke up with your gf, there's where a friend is needed.. yet after the day you broke our promise, our friendship doesn't mean anything anymore..i was tired..tired on having hope and hearing your excuses..tired of the uncomfortable moment when ur gf is here..and glade that i didn't went back to my mistake again last year..coz i don't need you to pity me..i don't need you to feel bad and treat me better for the things you did 4 years ago..you wasn't there went I need you 4 years ago and you are happiest when I was sad..you are so selfish and most of all..you dun even know what you want..

But..I remember you are the one who help me to pass through the hardest time when I was first in Melbourne..you are the one who come comfort me when I was alone in the dark back lorong..I dunno how should I react when I heard the present was from you actually..coz that was the time i felt comfort when i know even i'm having my first birthday in oversea, I wasn't lonely after all..Thanks for everything even though my emotional get a bit confuse but what is over is over..you are still my friend..=)

Saw what he post on fb makes me worried..is he stress? or sometimes just happened to him?I wanna call him so badly when I saw the wall post but guess he'll be still sleeping at time..=(..felt like crying all the sudden..i miss him so much and i just have no result to call him..i was always silence and trying to find some topic so that he won't hang the call..but it always doesn't last long..every time I tried to make myself happy when hanging..telling myself I should be satisfied coz he spend time talking with me..TT..but I just MISS HIM BADLY


ps./ I'll be brave
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Dream will always the Dream


Can't really control my emotional recently..Sometimes its like a small little girl been given sweets..sweet and happy even active having her own new toys; getting mad easily, down, sad and cry was on the other hand happening..I'm like a lively volcano, can't predict at all..

It had been weeks that I didn't call him since the last time i wake him up..I miss him..I really do..but I'm scared at the same time..
scared I had been disturbing him, scared he'll felt annoyed on me..yet he'll forget me..Life and human being can be very simple but I just make it so complicated..haha

I had a dream the other day..dreaming of him and was so happy..smiling all the way until I woke up from the dream..Cisi was watching me when I awake and she know it well that who I dream of..It was the first time I felt..secure and happy?I dun even know how to describe it yet it was just a dream..once you are awake you just have to face the reality..
I did have great time when I was with him and I do regret on letting go yet that's the fact and I shouldn't be staying anymore..

Seeing everyone so strong..I should keep up with my optimize thinking with my good mood everyday..=)..add oil la..will be posting "back to melbourne" for my next post


ps./ was thinking to open back to public for my blog, should I?

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4 months holidays


Starts it with guinness

Ola~it has been ages that I didn't came up here..looking back on all the pix....
My mind "OMG where should I start?so many things to say and share..what should I post?taiwan?pantai keracut?the parties???"haha

Like what you see, I had been spending my whole holidays with all my babes and friends for almost 4 months, partying, hanging, playing, gossiping, eating, facialing, traveling, drinking, drinking & its still drinking..haha..hmm..add some EMOING as well..=p
A lot of things happened in this 4 months yet its unbelievable, unforgettable, unchangeable, memorably n happy

Hmm..lets talk about myself first..first with the "organic" red hair then with a hair cut + another black red tint with red highlight after a month follow by a purple tint with..pink?orange?highlight?haha..i dye my hair 3 times in 2 months..oh god..ITS TIME TO STOP..but i kinda like my current hair style..even after the color fade, it was never showing purple by the way,I mean at least i didn't see it and the pix doesn't show it..haha..well, now it has turn to be a bit reddish copper and my hair getting longer..problem comes..ITS HARD to maintain short hair..=(..one hair cut cost me 75 aud..i'm gonna broke if I still going for it.. then should I just keep it?hmm..whatever..will think about it when its time..=)..then with the "sexy" look ppl were saying..haha..there's actually one thing "there's no sign saying I can't take pix in the fitting room"..XD..I didn't turn up to be very hardworking..I'm still the lazy old me stay at home with my laptop most of the time when I'm here in Melbourne. btw I had decide to stop shopping..i mean stop wasting money on unnecessary stuff coz i still LAZY to dress up myself..so it will be a waste n i'm really gonna broke if i keep on like this..even though i still said "YES!no need to change money for me I still have"-.-..faster get a part time job la..haiz..stop crapping..jump back to the time I'm in pg, kl and taiwan..

When kl twice I guess not include transit to Taiwan was with Jia Yong and the others..There is the first time we went there for the concert and battleground. Well. that was my first time taking bus alone to kl and yet I was with the weird feeling..excited?sad?haha..i dunno?but end up he did came and that little piggy just sleep the whole night ignoring me..well i though I forgot what happened that night yet it just recall back when I'm typing this..anyway, that was the first concert I had been..it was so tiring and seriously my back wasn't having a good time with me but I still stand for the whole concert till it finish..*secret- I was actually falling asleep half way..=p..the other time was the astro battle ground 1st audition..that was the first time I felt so nervous until my heart almost stop beating..even though they enter top5 but not finalist, i felt happy for time..they know their problems and they have to choice to solve it..that's it!oh ya~that night was my first time driving from kl to pg also..haha..so many first time..

Then what I remember when I was spending my holidays in pg, BED became my 2nd home..hahaha..go class sometimes also will absent once or twice but this is like EVERYDAY present!!Am I MAD???lol..even the uncle also recognized me saying I was there everyday..@@..anyway..thanks Kido, Ah Neh and my babe Ash always take care us there..haha..but when you guys wanna let me drunk jek?I heard that for ages ad but not once..the very last time they even end up laying like a dead fishes in studio..btw not to forget yeezie that walk in..
then with the 007 ping, the frog dom dom dom, girls' talk, crying in BED..haha..and with this geng of ppl we went pantai keracut, went party for maggie's farewell, went 3 competitions, ah dyi and yunn's wedding, pan cake, movie, bella italia, shusi,kim steamboat,tomyam moi, studio,red garden, and not to forget goodall..haha..well..mention about food the time I miss the most is having lunch with babe Ash everyday which becomes both our habits..have a 2nd thought on traveling to pg everyday..how did i do that?now i can feel that my house is real far..haha
At that time I learnt a lot..I learnt to be optimize; learnt to enjoy myself; learnt to be mature; learnt to know things can be very simple yet I learnt all that after I lost the important person in my life. I dunno how things going to turn up. Some said I'm stupid. He said its not worth it and what I said is, I just wanna be happy so just let me do what I wanna do. I didn't know what u want but I dun think you want me to act childish and being sad everyday..I dun declare that I'm just giving myself a hope so that I stop crying, stop emo, stand up still and enjoy my life..but there is still this 0.1 of emotional makes me crazy when i'm down..0.8 makes me sad after seeing his fb..0.2(+10 when knowing its just me) telling myself everything is over..but ya..there is still this 98.9 telling me not to give up. Well who knows?maybe I'll get a better man?or I might just stick back with that it is..=)

As for Taiwan, me and Xiao An spend most of our money on food then day tours and shopping. We went a lot of garden seeing all the views and I had a bag of 10 shoes back with 6 of mine..=p..overall still a nice trip coz i actually spend all my time sleeping..haha
that's it for my 4 months holidays post..btw hopefully I can get a photo editing software for mac


ps./ I was always smiling when I think about you
problems exist ur choice to be solve

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Our love ~Will Be Here Forever~

It has been more than one month
Had been having fun and laugher with my babes for that one month but deeply in my heart,I know it well that I was just running away from the fact
Making myself tough by bring up hope between us but when I realist there is more hope despair gets closer and closer, day by day because I'm leaving soon
I were so afraid that everything gonna be over
But I'm not for now

I starts to know more about us day by day
We did get closer after the break but you still keep everything to yourself
Like what Miguel said "guys usually keep the problem away from their partner which will cause bigger problem in the future cause it wasn't solve"
Yet I'm still glade that I get to know all that from others, at least its clear that the problems between us ain't because we don't love each other anymore

I know what you are worrying and why you keep saying all those things like "its not worth it", you just want me to let go,to find a better man but you didn't know you are the BEST MAN in my heart
You won't know how hard is it when I just broke up with you and my relatives keep saying your bad things
You won't know how painful am I when people are humiliating you publicly
You won't know how down am I when you thought I'm getting along with other guy

You ain't brave enough to love
You lost your own direction
You dun have the confident and trust that we can walk through the problems together
And what I can do now is just wait, let time to prove everything,I won't force anything anymore
And I'll prove to you that you are wrong

Btw, I wasn't drunk in bed the other day..didn't even beng but just wanna know how much he cares and due to my tired face and I know what I'll do when I'm beng everyone thought I was drunk and stim and stop me from drinking..bo form..


ps./ "Boyfriend" & "Girlfriend" is just a word.If both love each other,at the same time they are a pair of lover..Its meant from heart
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As time pass

Thing can be very simple and you make it so difficult, I really catch no ball..I don't really know you well but in fact its just a common problem that everyone of us are facing and what I had learnt from my past..you said you agree with what I said and we share the same thinking but you did forget what I said the next day so what's the purpose of agreeing and wasting time listening to what I said?You let me feel like you are just like HER..-.-

Recently more and more sad things happened..couple broke up..friend leaving and even pass away..hmm..Life..full of unexpected stuff that's what I can say..
The one who can let go,I'm glade and hope happiness come next..The one that can't let go, I felt sorry and pity for you guys but hopefully everything will be all right..Everyone has their own choice and so do you..Its hard sometimes but you'll be greatfull after you go through it..So good luck guys..

As for me..I'm enjoying my life now with all my babes..Gonna miss every single time that I had with all of you..and our new members as well..=)..Recently are a bit emo coz maggie is leaving soon and I really do start to miss her lotssss...but I know I should be strong as this is not the first time we separate..Hopefully we will still catch up and gather like we use to be..laughing and talking like nobody business..=)
I thought you change your state but you haven't..I start to miss you when I turn emo but maybe I should stop it..3 years separate will prove everything weather we are meant to be together or not..anyway..thanks for all of u that support or against this relationship..^^


ps./ Everyone has their purpose of living and so do you
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Love my babe

Time flies
Its getting closer and closer
The time we gonna separate again
The time that we gonna miss each other more

We know we can't stop things to happened, so we treasure every sec we are together
We know we gonna miss each other more after we separate, so we keep meeting each other
We know everything will change day by day, so we only see today

I'm having fun and laugher with all of you
Because of you guys I'm strong ;
Because of you guys I'm not lonely.
I wanna thank you guys for being my friends and lovely babe
What I wanna said is I love you guys

Recently a lot of things happened due to the troublemaker
Everyone were so angry and pissed off and so do I
But after saying it out..I'm not that angry anymore
Maybe because she's just a kid but hopefully she won't bring any trouble to any of us anymore

What's make me happy is I get to know more friends
Wen Jian and Kido
I'll treasure the rest of my time in Penang will all my babe and you 2
Thanks for the caring and laughter that you guys bring us
Appreciate it yo~=D


ps./ love all the clubbing pix,too bad I didn't get to take pix with you that day
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you and I was once a good memory

People was wondering why I left my blog so long ever since I came back from Melbourne and even so many things happened recently
What I can said is because of the lazyness and the way to express it out

People was wondering and get shock for the sudden change of the states in fb as well
I cover it nice and easy with my daily life

I woke up after the break
knowing how emo and annoying am I that you said noting but standing by myside guiding me to be more optimise
but I dun learn
I'm not welling to accept the fact that I should be satisfied with wat I'm hving now

I was impetuous when I said those things
and you were not confident to be who you are

Lifes go on
ps./ Time shows everything
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Lina's 19th birthday party

We had an advance birthday party for lina on 5th in cafe Italia
and since we had an appointment with Aureo on 4pm for the photoshooting we work up very early at 9am after we slept at 4++am (due to so
me childish argument between them)
yet we are so "lucky" coz it rains after we came out city..haha..so we got no choice but to delay
the shooting
till 15th
oh god..I dunno what to wear for the shooting d la..its freaking cold t
his day and I dun have any nice dress..>_<..oh wel..I'm not the character so just leave it..=p

We went to chocolate lounge since we got noting to do at the same time waiting for Mike who
disappear since he went to the saloon..
and tada~here he is..with his eyes..XD

We run back to my hostel coz its freezing and we got noting to do at all

We went to state library to meet up Fiona and Tony and we took taxi to the restaurant

We went to take some pix on the way and near parliment after dinner
Looking forward for the other pic and the photoshooting on 15th with Lina n Mike..=)


ps./ He just simply attracts me
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这是什么感觉啊?
突然觉得好空虚哦
从lina家回来后觉得跟ying ying有些代沟
本来以为摆脱那个傻婆后应该可以正常些,可是反而跟ying ying有隔膜,感觉更down..-.-

昨天看到照片的我们疯了。。哈哈
也因为lina很喜欢照片我也觉得很开心
多谢Auero。。辛苦了一整个晚上把大部分的照片都edit了
话说回来,他是第一个让我觉得我现在身在外国的人
如果可以的话还满想跟他做很好的朋友,也想找他在拍照。=)

过两天家人要来了
不懂为什么最近觉得他们很反感,也不想在他们过来时参酱多
唉~再看吧

刚刚看到照片,好怀念以前哦,也很羡慕
你们真的很棒,有点追不上脚步的样子。。哈哈
可是我还是想努力,成为一份子。

还有这个拜四是傻婆的真正生日,当然不会丢下她所以叻尽请期待吧。
如果不懒惰的话或许会上来写一下的,哈哈


ps./果然只要一天我就会不安心
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flash

new day new start
everything gonna be new new new

gonna erase everything
so be afraid
be very afraid
haha
(sound like mrs.patient..=p)

ps./ love ya
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是人太好还是太笨了?你们教教我该怎么做好吗?
我受够了!!!
家里这样,连你也。。
我好想告诉你我笑不起来。。
听筒另一头的我心碎了你懂吗?
为什么对你我总是像个笨蛋一样?一直为你着想,压抑自己的心情?
我很想告诉你我很痛~很。。痛。。


ps./ dun tell him anything
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Relief

wOhOo~~~the sky is clear now..had been emoing for this few days..and thanks to Vera with the no sound skyping, it really LDM..XD..(hey~dun throw away my drawing ah)..

I though I had changed..to be more mature and independent but guess what?I'm not after all..after that all my plurks and mind are covered by your poison..since when you take away so much from me huh?the poison is separating seriously now..omg..haha..but I know I had been growing greater and greater in your heart as well..^^

I felt the changed..and I'm glade and happy that we had small talks even you are extremely tired after all your working and busy days..you keep on blaming that you are the only one that doesn't know..haha..and I had been naughty for staying back no matter how much you force me back..

"I'll always be there for you"..I think this is the only thing that I can make you calm and throw away all the stress temporary..I didn't know that you got so much to think and consider and giving yourself so much pressure..how come you are so selfish in front of me but not others?ben dan..how long you have been forcing yourself?and keep it silently by yourself..but I'm glade I didn't cause more stress for you even I have my own stress at that time..

I'm glade that we had a good talk this morning..and I'll give you my fully support..bad luck so what?this year will be ending soon and as long as you tried your best and dun make yourself regret, things will be ok..I know I'm not mature enough to help you on anything..but at least I'll try my best to be the best so that you won't need to worry that much on me..

Am missing the song.. every time when ever it come out of my mind..it brings up my smile..^^..I'll complete it with you when I go back..=)

ps./ monday!!!
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Unexpected

Sometimes things just can't work according to plan..and ya..My plan didn't work out in the end..=)
I'm not sad but I didn't plan for other thing as well..Honestly..I didn't hope for anything but just see him once..and if we are lucky..We can spend a day together..

Oh ya~talk about recently..a lot of tests are coming continuously..had just finish math B this morning and CSC yesterday and much more are coming..and we get our exam time table today..I'm so "lucky" to had my CSC on the last day of the examination..-.-


ps./I'm kinda weird recently..but I'll try to figure it out..
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3rd and 4th day in Gold Coast

Went to sea world today..like the day before..we chat until forget the time again..and went out late..but lucky this time Thomas was late as well..and we were in the same bus..haha..We went to the reception to book for our dinner in Draculas before we went out since Thomas said his hotel can't book for us because we are not their guess..When we reach sea world the queue was so long..lucky we bought our ticket the day before..but as we can see..there are a lot of local bringing their kids with them..I heard a lot of friend saying that Sea World is very boring..but we still went there..We went to watch the dolphin show and I was shock coz I didn't know that dolphin can do back flip..haha..

When we were wondering and searching for lunch..I accidently notice someone.."Sha Sha" from TVBS and I ask Carmen coz I just saw her side..At first she said no coz she said that gal look very normal and we were just behind them..but after she speak the voice was totally her and I told her she's defiantly "Sha Sha" and we saw the camera with a TVBS logo..Carmen said she look nicer in TV..haha..

We then wonder around and went to watch sea lion show..The sea liaon was so cute..and after seeing the shark and polar bear we went back..its really boring and noting much to see..even in malaysia there are more stuff to see..So we plan to go back to have some rest before the dinner..Me and Carmen went Valley girl since we happened to walk pass there but again we didn't notice the time and end up rushing to coles to buy breakfast and went back hotel to put our stuff and go for dinner..yet some irritating stuff happened..the reception from Thomas's hotel booked 2 places for us for the dinner..and Thomas found that out after he went back to his hotel with a note in his room..I was really pissed off and wanted to talk to the reception after the dinner..Using ppl's credit card without asking and didn't give any call but leaving notes..that is a work in 4 start hotel?was very very angry until we reach Draculas..
The environment totally drag my attention..It was so cool and fun..The place is totally awesome..with the performance and worker inside..and the gift shop..and the train..It was really a great night..We happened to know the owner and had a small chat with him after the dinner..He grow up in KL and does know malay..He's really cool..but I think Carmen will be meeting him when he goes back malaysia to travel coz I'll be in Melbourne..sob sob..I miss malaysia also..just like him..haha..
We then took a bus back to hotel and was exhausted..eyes also can't open de..but end up chatting with my bb for 2 hours ++ until 4am..=p
Me and Carmen went shopping the next day in Pacific fair..and we found out that our taste is almost the same..haha..after the shopping we went back to hotel to put our stuff and wait for Thomas..since its too late to go beach we straight away go to the night market..its a bit different from the night market in malaysia but we saw a lot of interesting stuff there..and I finally get a present for my bb as birthday present since he ask me not to get psp for him..

After the night market we went to the beach since we going back to the same direction where we come from..the sand was so soft and cool..and after taking a few pix we plan to go dinner first then go back to the beach but we forgot that we plan to go to take pic until Thomas remain us after our dinner..We quickly rush to Time Zone to take our gangster pic..haha..but everyone looks very very tired so we just went back to hotel after that..

ps./ thanks for everything^^
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1st and 2nd day in Gold Coast

wOo~its been ages I didn't update my blog..so here I am to clean the spider web..
Had been looking forward for this trip..nervous and excited is what I feel at that time..coz I'm going to Gold Coast with Carmen which is a friend of Maggie that I only met her once when they were having an outing..
Unfortunately 4th April is easter, me and Ying Ying can't find any shop for breakfast so we just walk to Southern Cross Station since I'm taking skybus to airport..and on the way there we really can't find any place that are open..its something like chinese new year, every shop closed..after we had hungry jack as breakfast I took skybus to the airport..I was a bit nervous coz I'm going gold coast alone from the unfamiliar airport..but lucky I get to find the terminal coz melbourne airport is very big..
Reach Gold Coast airport around 3.30pm and I saw Carmen sitting in a corner playing her psp..I dun really recognized her until she saw me and say hi..and thing actually turn out pretty good..we took a cap to our hotel and because its so late we just went to find her friend,Thomas to have dinner and go back to hotel..We end up discussing our trip and chat till late at night..wOo~didn't expect us to have so many things to talk..but seriously I'm glade that I had a trip with her..We went out to buy breakfast around 1.3oam and there are still a lot ppl on the street coz that place is clubbing area I guess..
We went movie world the next day..we woke up at 7 but we are still late to meet up with Thomas because we were enjoying our breakfast while chatting again..haha..talk until forgot the time de..on our way to movie world I felt sick sitting in the bus..and we almost fly because the driver suddenly press the emergency break..but lucky everyone is ok..
The first thing I saw when I reach movie world is the roller coaster..it come down 90 degree..@@..lucky Carmen also scare this kind of stuff..haha..if not I gonna die..We met Thomas after purchasing the ticket..He was queuing for taking pix with Scooby Doo..so we just walk in without queuing..haha..after taking pix we went to the watch 4D sherk..it was fun..the view is better than 3D and the chair actually move as what the movie show and there are water as well..but my bb and Carmen said Genting also have this kind of theater..I felt like "sua pa gao" coz this is my first time experience this thing..we took a lot of pic on the way and fooling around on the shop..
Scoobe doo roller coaster is the next place we went but all of us didn't know that the queue is for roller coaster and waiting for around 30 minutes..and when we saw the roller coaster Carmen was shock coz she thought it was a ghost house..and she grab my hand until very tight when we were in the roller coaster..but I think it is fun..coz its not really very scary..hehe..We saw an interesting machine but it only print out one pix so we didn't take any pic from there but we took few pix from a draw..It just look so real..Its like u are in that place..We then walk around and took a lot pix before we went for lunch..




I got a 5 bucks face painting while Carmen and Thomas went to watch Scooby Doo show..We then went to some gift shop to get some souvenir..I made a tag from the dogtag machine..

We went gun shooting before we went for dinner..it was fun and I got the best result yet its not really good also..coz i dunno how it consider straight..haha..went dinner after that..and I had the worst steak and drink in my life..-.-..Carmen's spaghetti is cold as well..I think that was the worst meal we had..Carmen and Thomas went to grab some yogurt and I had ice chocolate from starbuck after our dinner and walk around the street..We then enter a condom kindom and look around..that was my first time enter condom shop but there are a lot of weird stuff inside..haha..was wondering should I get anything for my bb?=p

ps./ More pix in fb..
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Hailstorm

Thought everything is over but after we went back home from the Moomba Festival..I heard a lot of news that coz by the hailstorm..It was very terrible..and it makes my whole day down..

I'm stupid enough to have a chance to think that its fun while some other people are suffering..We are lucky that noting happened to us and its not that serious in the place we are..
After hearing the news and seeing the pic..I felt like crying..Its not like "Cheer..Everything will be fine" will make things changed..What had happened is happened..But my attitude make me felt very disappointed on myself..

Ambulances and Police car keep on passing through my hostel..It won't stop my mind on the disaster..I wanna go home..I felt insecure..Its like you won't know what will happened next and you might just leave everyone without them noticing..


ps./ Its raining again
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